Yes, Master By Margaret Mcheyzer
Rating: 4 Groupie Stars
My uncle abused me.
I was 10 years old when it started.
At 13 he told me I was no longer wanted because I had started to develop.
At 16 I was ready to kill him.
Today, I’m broken.
Today, I only breathe to survive.
My name’s Sergeant Major Ryan Jenkins and today, I’m ready to tell you my story.
“Master would flog me if I did, she won’t be happy when I tell her what happened here.”
“Master?”
“Stella.”
Oh, Master.
I startle awake as I leap off the bed and sprawl on the floor.
“Ry!” Mason yells from the other side of the door. I jump up off the floor and swing the bedroom door open.
“You scared the shit out of me, Mason.” I run my hand over my eyes and face trying to wake up. “What do you want, man?” But I’m met with silence. When I look over at Mase, he’s staring at my body. He’s mouth’s open and his eyes are so wide. He rakes his stare down my body, then back up again. He lifts an eyebrow as he ogles me. I look down and notice I’m completely naked. I fell asleep on my bed with just the towel wrapped around me and he scared me with his bashing that now I’m standing before him totally exposed.
He’s not moving away, and neither am I.
“Mason.” I lower my voice as he looks up at me and just stares.
He can see straight through me, totally bare and open, for him to see all my secrets.
“We need to leave in an hour,” Mase says as he takes a step closer to me.
I can feel his heat, and my body instantly reacts to him.
Don’t be a coward Ryan, just reach out and touch him.
His brown eyes turn from a hard brown into a molten chocolate as we stand a mere step apart from each other.
Our breathing is labored and rapid.
Mason reaches forward and brings his hand up to my chest, but before he touches me, his demeanor changes and he retracts it, dropping it beside his body.
“I can’t,” he whispers as he turns away from me and goes into his bedroom.
My head spins as I close my door and stand completely ashamed in my room.
He doesn’t want me.
Why would he?
I’m broken.
Yes, Master is ON SALE for only 99 PENNIES!!!
REVIEW:
Review: Rebecca
"What does it take for a broken boy to finally find freedom?"
This story was like no other BDSM book I have read! The story line didn't center around Ryan and his "Master" but followed Ryan on his journey to free himself from the bonds of the horrific things that happened to him as a young boy. Ryan has lived with the pain and terrors of it for years even though it ended over 20 years ago. It has kept him from having meaningful long lasting relationships and makes him question daily why he hasn't ended his life. Even his best friend Mason can't reach him to help pull him from the hell he lives in his mind.
"My entire body's trembling and my minds overtaken with the pain and the sorrow of a life I hope to one day leave behind. I'm so alone. I'm so afraid. I'm so tired. No more, let me die.
Then Ryan meets Stella through Mason. She is a BDSM Master that specializes in special cases like Ryan, but there is more to their feelings for each other than Master to pet. Ryan isn't sure if he can handle him past pain and fears to deserve someone like Stella.
"I want it. I think I may even deserve my very own happily ever after. Are they real? According to movies and books they're attainable. But this isn't a movie, or even a fucking book."
This book was heartbreaking to read but I couldn't put it down! I wanted, no I NEEDED to know that Ryan ended up ok and that his path because easier for him to travel. The gamut of feelings and pain that he went through so tangible and real. I could feel his hurt and pain screaming at me from the pages of the book. I wanted to wrap Ryan up in a huge hug and never let him go. The steam between him and Mason and him and Stella was HOT, burn your hand HOT!! The connections between them were amazing and I was so relieved that Ryan had found people that understood his pain and could help him through it! A great read!!
"Am I gay? No? Am I bi-sexual? I don't need a label to define the person I am."
"What does it take for a broken boy to finally find freedom?"
This story was like no other BDSM book I have read! The story line didn't center around Ryan and his "Master" but followed Ryan on his journey to free himself from the bonds of the horrific things that happened to him as a young boy. Ryan has lived with the pain and terrors of it for years even though it ended over 20 years ago. It has kept him from having meaningful long lasting relationships and makes him question daily why he hasn't ended his life. Even his best friend Mason can't reach him to help pull him from the hell he lives in his mind.
"My entire body's trembling and my minds overtaken with the pain and the sorrow of a life I hope to one day leave behind. I'm so alone. I'm so afraid. I'm so tired. No more, let me die.
Then Ryan meets Stella through Mason. She is a BDSM Master that specializes in special cases like Ryan, but there is more to their feelings for each other than Master to pet. Ryan isn't sure if he can handle him past pain and fears to deserve someone like Stella.
"I want it. I think I may even deserve my very own happily ever after. Are they real? According to movies and books they're attainable. But this isn't a movie, or even a fucking book."
This book was heartbreaking to read but I couldn't put it down! I wanted, no I NEEDED to know that Ryan ended up ok and that his path because easier for him to travel. The gamut of feelings and pain that he went through so tangible and real. I could feel his hurt and pain screaming at me from the pages of the book. I wanted to wrap Ryan up in a huge hug and never let him go. The steam between him and Mason and him and Stella was HOT, burn your hand HOT!! The connections between them were amazing and I was so relieved that Ryan had found people that understood his pain and could help him through it! A great read!!
"Am I gay? No? Am I bi-sexual? I don't need a label to define the person I am."
I don't do 'normal'.
I've found that the more I write, the more I like being different to other authors. I write in first person, and I love to challenge a reader.
I take the normal and switch it around.
For me, I really enjoy getting a reaction from a reader. So if I can evoke an emotion (regardless of if it's the emotion the reader wants) then I figure that I've done my job as an author I want to be.
I really quite revel in taking people out of their comfort zones and pushing them to read something different.
My genre of writing is, well quite frankly, where ever my mind goes. I won't label myself because I don't like sticking to one genre.
My goal with writing is just to take people away from whatever is going on in their lives, even if it's only for a split second.
I'm a go with the flow sort of person and don't really take a course of action to get where I am going. I live in the moment and don't usually worry about tomorrow because whatever life is due to bring me, I'll be happy to accept.
I love my family and friends and will help anyway I can if someone needs it. I really don't like people that are nasty just because they can be, I don't believe that's necessary, I mean life's hard enough as it is!
I hope you enjoy my books, I've had a hoot writing them. There's more to come.....
Til next time.
M xx
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